Zendegi ra az darya biamooz ke baraye dar aghoosh gereftane sahel aram o gharar nadarad!!!...
Hasrati gar be delam hast haman doorie tost man parastooye khazan dide o khamooshe to@m!!!...
Man az tarze negahe to negahe mobhami daram negahat ra magir az man ke ba an alami daram!!!...
Hala man ye gooshe tanham ba ye axe yadegari rafti bivafa o gofti doostam nadari…hala bade raftane to man ye gooshei neshaste hei migamm kojai akhar akhe man del be gi bastam…ey mosafer!ey joda nashodani!gam@t ra aramtar bardar!az baram aramtar begzar!ta be kame del bebinamet…!
Be khatere ki zende hasti?ba in ke delam mikhast ba tamame vojood dad bezanam “be khatere to”behesh goftam be khatere hich kas .porsid :pas be khatere che zende hasti? Ba in ke delam faryad mizad “be khatere to”ba yek boghze ghamgin goftam be khatere hich chiz…!!! Azash porsidam to be khatere chi zende hasti ? dar hali ke ashk too cheshmash jam shode bood!!! Goft: be khatere kasi ke be khatere hich zende ast…!!!
Che maghroorane ashk rikhtim che maghroorane sokoot kardim. Che maghroorane eltemas kardim. Che maghroorane az ham gorikhtim, ghoroor hadyeye sheitan bood va “eshgh” hadyeye khodavand, hadyeye sheitan ra be ham taghdim kardim va hadyeye khodavan ra az ham penhan kardim.
Baraye koshtane parande yek gheichi kafist, lazem nist ann ra dar ghalbash foroo koni ya galooyash ra ba an shekafi, parhayash ra bezan khatere paridan ba an kari mikonad ke khodash ra be @maghe dareha part mikonad.
Va yek zare ehsas, mohebat va eshgh dar vojoodash nist oo ke bayad bekhanad nemifahmad eshgh chist!!! Shekastane ye ghalb che dardist ! Dardnak ary an ke bayad bekhanad digar layeghe in daftar va neveshtehaye deltangim nist.
Vaghti deltang shodi be yad biar kasi ro ke kheili doostet dare .
Vaghti na omid shodi be yad biar kasi ro ke tanha omidesh toi .
Vaghti por az sokoot shodi be yad biar kasi ro ke be sedat mohtaje .
Vaghti delet khast az ghose beshkane be yad biar kasi ro ke tooye delet ye kolbe sakhte.
Vaghti cheshmat tohi az tasviram shod be yad biar kasi ro ke hata tooye axesh behet labkhand mizane.
Vaghti be angoshtat negah kardi be yade kasi ro ke dasthaye zarifesh laye angoshtat gom mishod .
Vaghti shoonehat khaste shod be yad biar kasi ro ke hegh hegh e geryash oonaro milarzoonad .
Aagar ye rooz boghz galoot ro feshord behet ghoul nemidam ke mikhandoonamet vali mitoonam bahat gerye konam .
Age ye rooz nakhasti be harfam goosh bedi ghuol midam saket basham .
Agar ye rooz khasti dar beri bazam khabaram kon ghuol nemidam ke azat bekham vaisi ama mitoonam bahat bedavam .
Ama age ye rooz soraghamo gerefti o khabari azam nashod hatman be didanam bia hatman behet ehtiaj daram .
Gher az ghame to eshghe to nadaram, gham digar shadam ke joz in nist mara hamdame digar….!
Ze darde eshghe to ba kasi hekayati ke nakardam, chera jafaye to kam shod? Shekayati ke nakardam .
Hargez nadidam bar labi labkhande zibaye to ra, hargez nemigirad kasi dar ghalbe man jaye to ra .
Ey eshgh shekasteim mashkan ma ra, in goone be khak mayafkan ma ra, ma dar tobe cheshme doosti mibinim, ey doost mabin be cheshme doshman ma ra .
Rasme zamoone : to cheshm mizari man ghayem misham … ama to yeki dige ro peida mikoni .
Marg an nist ke dar ghabre siah dafn shavam marg an ast ke az khatere to ba hameye khatereha mahv shawam .
Dar parking e khateratam cheshmane to ra park kardam va b@desh ham delat ra panjere kardam ta az delam nari .
Eshgh faramoosh kardan nist balke bakhshidan ast eshgh goosh kardan nist balke dark kardan ast eshgh ja zadan o kenar keshidan nist balke sabr kardan o edame dadan ast.
Hes ke peida shod eshgh baridan gereft hich midani ramze ashegh boodan faghat din ast: sade boodan, sade didan va sade paziroftan o ..pas sade migooyam…. Doostat daram .
Eshgh ba ghoroor zibast vali agar eshgh ra be gheimate foroo rikhtane divar ghoroor garai koni…an vaght ast ke digar eshgh nist…sadaghe ast .
Man edea nemikonam hamvare be yade kasani hastam kke doosteshan daram vali mitavanam edea konam ke lahazati ke be yadeshan nistam niz doosteshan daram .
Yek mordab baraye be dastt avardane yek niloofar salha mikhabe ta arameshe niloofar be ham nakhore pas age kasi ro doost dari baraye dashtanesh hata salha sabr kon .
Goftam be gole zard chera range mani afsorde o deltang chera mese maniman asheghe ooyam ke rangam shode zard to asheghe kisti ke range mani ?
Nefrin be oonai ke rooye delha pa mizaran ta ke mibinan asheghi miran o tanhat mizaran nefrin be admhai ke too sineha del nadaran ashegh ashegh kishan rahm o morovat nadaran .
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